Hope

TO MY BEST FRIEND AND SISTER
We've instanlty became best friends
I can still remember the day
we shared great times together'
You were my best friend , my sister
You were with me holding my hand during the birth of my son, my first born
You were there to dry the countless tears I cried whenI felt life wasn't treating me right.
You moved away for a while but we still kept in touch you returned home but could'nt keep up
So you left again and we did'nt speak for a few years. When you came back again we promised to never loose contact. We grew even closer, I tried my hardest to encourage you to take better care of yourself , to take your life more seriously. I took care of you when you were sick , took you in when you had no place to go, I wish I could have kept you here with me forever.
You were going to be my maid of honor, we had plans to raise our kids together and grow old together. We planned to move our kids to the south , you moved and waited for us to join you.
I miss you and I can't even take in the fact that we won't ever have our Girlfriend days at the cafe with our coffee and our days at the book store. I'll always remember your smile, i can hear your laughter. I miss you, and I'm so sorry that I didn't see you off when you moved, I can remember that day, i kept procrastinating, I was sad you were leaving, I never told anyone , but I had the feeling I would never see you again, something in my heart didn;t want to say goodbye. You kept calling me but I was gonig through some rough times my self, I didn't want to burden you with my problems, I'm so sorry that I did'nt return your calls over the last few weeks, I'm so sorry. I love you Hope and I'm going to miss you, Last night I was in my room and gor a minute I forgot that you were gone , I was laughing about something silly and you came to mind I said" let me call hope , I miss her''. I know that your with god and there aren't any more tears from the pain you endured, no more hospitals and surgeries, I know you were tired of fighting. I'll be there for Anita as much as possible to let her know how much you loved her, And I pray that your mom and Anita will both be taken care of, I wished I could have been there to hold your hand to dry your tears, I know you were so scared. God rest your soul, until we see each other again, I'll keep you in my heart

98 DAYS OF SUMMER

THE RAIN
THE HEAT
THE MUSIC; LYRIC AND BEAT
THE AMBIAUNCE
THE ENVIRONMENT
THE COMPANY
THE ARGUMENTS
THE LAUGHTER
THE KISS; THE FIRST ONE
CAN STILL FEEL IT ,THE THOUGH MAKES MY HEART POUND

Butterflies........... come back to me.

Just the thought of you makes me feel like were in love
your spirit i search out in the night
in my dreams
i'm lost
i can't find you
i can always see you
but can never reach you
u
i hope to find
I love you
no matter how long it's been
I can never let this feeling go
I want you
I miss you
The love we shared was kindred
something that will forever be
your beautiful.
I often wonder if you're
somewhere thinking of me.